Todays been a bad day, today I've just wanted to cry.
I wanted to cry because things kept going wrong, I didn't have the right notes on me, I'm far too chubby for someone of my height, that no one would help when I was almost dropping all my stuff down the stairs, the fact that I know that would be different if I was attractive, the fact that I've had to de-ice my car twice today, that there's ambiguity and I know the lecture slides are wrong but I don't want to be penalised for writing the wrong thing, that I have coursework due in tomorrow that I have no motivation to complete, because someone scratched my car, because I don't work at tesco anymore nor can I look at my club card points because my privilege card expired, because I don't know how well I can do in theses exams.
And I know I wouldn't be bothered by any of this if I wasn't ridiculously stressed out,
I do my best work in exams because I work well under pressure, but psychologically I'm falling apart slowly so I'm going to have a nice (lukewarm) shower and get a film in, some dinner and do the last few questions without any pressure and I'll submit the one due in Friday tomorrow as well
15 days until its all over, see how I fare then!!
XOX
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