Since starting my AS levels, I've found exams ridiculously taxing because exams lead to results which can lead to disappointment with can lead to stress and decisions and alternative plans. This is what terrifies me, so many people say
'it's only first year, it doesn't count' but there's something these people don't realise is if you only aim for 40%, chances are you're going to get under that then have to resit. I personally want to forget entirely about these exams when they're done, until I get given my results and then not have to stress over the same exam again. I know as well I always have a back-up plan in case I don't get to where I need to go, but that is the result of re-evaluations that I made in sixth-form, all of which require me to complete this degree. If I don't pass these exams, then I can't progress to second year, which would just be catastrophic. This is unlikely based on my current grades but still, it's stressful. So stressful that I've turned into this horribly emotional person who goes from extreme excitement to snapping at the slightest thing. So new plan. Be cool and relaxed, stick to a plan because even a little bit of organisation can calm me down. The new plan is chick flicks and revision. I bought a deli- counter chicken tikka masala too so my night is already looking better!
Here's hoping I sleep better tonight!
XOX
Current Prognosis
(Already, 2 1st class, 2 2:1, 1 2:2)
Basic Pharmacology, 40% completed, 70%
Evolutionary Biology (Pending)
Genetics, 50% completed, 70%
Human Physiology (pending)
Introduction to Statistics, 25% completed, 96%
Practical Skills in Bioscience, 20% completed, 64%,74%
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